Dunno if it's good or bad, but I've expected this result :)
Sanguine 7.5 %
Choleric 2.5 %
Melancholic 42.5 %
Phlegmatic 47.5 %
me, my chaotic thoughts and stuff I'm interested in :)
Showing posts with label me me me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label me me me. Show all posts
Friday, June 06, 2008
Monday, June 02, 2008
It's party time!
Long time no see, right? Well, there are few explanations for that.
For starters, I finished my first year at college (maybe I'll write more detailes 'bout it later, actually it's not interesting at all for you guys...) and I came to see my friends. I needed a rest of Prague, but I guess at home it was a lot more exhausting :-D
On Saturday there was my aunt's birthday - huge event where everybody eats and drinks for free (and you can imagine, what happens if there is a free booze, can't you...)
Here are some photos, so you can be jealous :)
For starters, I finished my first year at college (maybe I'll write more detailes 'bout it later, actually it's not interesting at all for you guys...) and I came to see my friends. I needed a rest of Prague, but I guess at home it was a lot more exhausting :-D
On Saturday there was my aunt's birthday - huge event where everybody eats and drinks for free (and you can imagine, what happens if there is a free booze, can't you...)
Here are some photos, so you can be jealous :)
I would say, busy week.
Actually, I'm a bit lazy to add a longer post, maybe next time :)
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Is this normal? :-D
I've never thought that I'm this impulsive :-D
Week ago snowed, today I'm sunbathing :-D Nice resurgence (ok, I admit, don't know how to say "zpestření" :-D). I want to live somewhere else, where the sun shines during the whole year, not only in summer :-)
Manu Chao from the loudspeaker creates perfect background, I forget all the troubles and other stuff and imagine that I'm in Spain...
Week ago snowed, today I'm sunbathing :-D Nice resurgence (ok, I admit, don't know how to say "zpestření" :-D). I want to live somewhere else, where the sun shines during the whole year, not only in summer :-)
Manu Chao from the loudspeaker creates perfect background, I forget all the troubles and other stuff and imagine that I'm in Spain...

Friday, March 28, 2008
Just a passion to write something...
Disclaimer: if you don't want to waste your time by reading this pathetic commentary (which has probably no benefits for you), you better stop it now ;-))
Sometimes I have this feeling that I just fuck up everything I do. Not only things I should be good at, but the stuff i thought I was good at as well. I don't know how to relax, relieve from liability (even if it was for a while) and drive the tension out of me. The worst thing is that my mind is not full of nasty dirty words, but filled with the sense of resignation and sorrow. I want to be full of life again, to appreciate all the little things that makes this world beautiful, the only problem is just that i don't know how to...Maybe I need some impulse that would make me see my life different.
I just sit and feel sorry for myself, but this is definitely the worst thing I can do...They say that people are good at that, and we all have a great capacity for that...However, it's not the best cure for feeling down and lonely.
I tend to spend a lot of time on the phone with my parents lately. I have never thought that it can make me more happy, but it does. The fact that there are people who don't have parents makes me appreciate these conversations even more... Fortunately, by this point I'm very lucky guy. And what's more, I just basicly need to feel that somebody cares about me (not too much, even slight glimpse makes me more happy), otherwise I loose that sparkle in my eye and feel the same way I do now.
I wish I could go down to some seaside to sit, I really do. Pity that the nearest one is over 1000km far away :) I just love to rest on a sunset beach, feel the warmed up sand and hear the relaxing sound of the ocean :) So, if you have this oportunity, don't let it go and take it. I can only be jealous of you :)
But the activities that I do alone can't change the fact that I'm still alone. So, when time comes I plan to go out to public places and have some fun.
Easily said, hard to done... but it pays off...
Sometimes I have this feeling that I just fuck up everything I do. Not only things I should be good at, but the stuff i thought I was good at as well. I don't know how to relax, relieve from liability (even if it was for a while) and drive the tension out of me. The worst thing is that my mind is not full of nasty dirty words, but filled with the sense of resignation and sorrow. I want to be full of life again, to appreciate all the little things that makes this world beautiful, the only problem is just that i don't know how to...Maybe I need some impulse that would make me see my life different.
I just sit and feel sorry for myself, but this is definitely the worst thing I can do...They say that people are good at that, and we all have a great capacity for that...However, it's not the best cure for feeling down and lonely.
I tend to spend a lot of time on the phone with my parents lately. I have never thought that it can make me more happy, but it does. The fact that there are people who don't have parents makes me appreciate these conversations even more... Fortunately, by this point I'm very lucky guy. And what's more, I just basicly need to feel that somebody cares about me (not too much, even slight glimpse makes me more happy), otherwise I loose that sparkle in my eye and feel the same way I do now.
I wish I could go down to some seaside to sit, I really do. Pity that the nearest one is over 1000km far away :) I just love to rest on a sunset beach, feel the warmed up sand and hear the relaxing sound of the ocean :) So, if you have this oportunity, don't let it go and take it. I can only be jealous of you :)
But the activities that I do alone can't change the fact that I'm still alone. So, when time comes I plan to go out to public places and have some fun.
Easily said, hard to done... but it pays off...
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